So that’s the conclusion I’ve come to in the last few days. No, I’m not struggling with depression because of it, and it’s certainly not the first time it’s dawned on me that the human race is fallen and sinful. And no, it doesn’t have anything to do with Obama’s inauguration (as much as I disagree with him on many issues, I’m cautiously optimistic that he’ll be at least a reasonable president). It really doesn’t have to do with anything in particular, except a realization that if you dabble too much in worldliness, it gets to you after a while.
I haven’t been doing anything that unusual and none of the things that have contributed to this subtly oppressive feeling is that serious by itself. But put together, without anything particularly redeeming to balance them, they become a stronger force than you’d think.
It started with the books I read on my recent vacation. None of them are overtly anti-Christian or immoral, but each of them has a decidedly agnostic/atheistic worldview. Now, I don’t think it’s bad for Christians to get that perspective every now and then. I’m a firm believer in the strengthening effect that challenges can have on our faith, and for me, the “reasoned” perspective of atheism is the one I find myself most sympathetic with. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m no atheist and don’t think I’m in danger of becoming one. The more I learn about creation and the more I observe in our world, the more convinced I become that God exists and is involved in our world. And as I’ve researched the history of the Bible, I’ve only found my confidence in its truthfulness strengthened. What I’m saying is that if there’s one worldview besides my own that I have some respect for, it’s that of wise, well-intentioned individuals who reject all religions on the basis of personal experience and reasoning.
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